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Monday, 20 September 2010

沉澱

是時候好好沉澱自己
現在根本不是胡思亂想的時候

我只想愛自己,
只是,爲什麽連自愛都變得那麼難?
是因為我的感受都受別人牽連嗎?
我想自私點,
管他媽的這麼多,是讓自己難受的嗎?

一個人是孤獨的
兩個人是親密的
三個人是複雜的
四個人是對對的
五個人是一車的
六個人是快樂的
七個人是熱鬧的
八個人是很吵的
九個人是團結的
十個人是多派的

或許一個人還是最好的吧,
起碼孤獨可以忍受,因為會一直孤獨下去
如果多過一個人,可能就要忍受熱鬧后的孤單
這是最錐心吧



为什麼越相信谁能依靠
越换来又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说越踏出世界一脚
越不能保留住天真微笑
那从今以后 我一个人过就很好

Eternally

Can Eternally really exist?

Eternally by Utada Hikaru
Right before me, you glimmer slightly I can't see anything else
Where are we ?

Don't disappear into the background beginning to stir
with commotion just yet, I can't hear anything anymore.
But I can feel you breathe
A little unlike myself I'm expecting something
from a surprisingly coincidental development.

I wanna be here eternally
I want to gaze at you just like this
I can feel you close to me
I can't be by your side forever
Only this moment will last forever.

I want to be with you on my break before I go to war.
We'll leave the promise until next we meet.
Can you hear me breathe?
Everyone has times when they are moved by not so surprising
developments.
I wanna be here eternally

In a place no one will find us
I can see you're all I need
I don't need help getting to tomorrow
even this moment is surely just a fantasy
I can feel you close to me
Even if we can't go back to that place,
At least this feeling will last forever

I wanna be here eternally
I can see you are all I need
Only this moment will last forever.





This song will be more meaningful in Japanese
I knew this song for a long time....
Just these 2 days I cant stop myself from listening it, I even sing it..
It's still grabbed my heart...


Eternally is just a mystery or a beautiful legend - for me
Nothing is Eternally,
Love will change,Things can change, everything will be different
Especially Human....

This is a cruel truth, N' it's never too late to realize...
Saturday, 18 September 2010

The story a bed could tell

12am-12.13pm

hehe
this is the time I'd spent on my bed

But I was awake since 7am
There just some valid reason that let me cont lay on my bed:

1. Still early (for me)
2. These few days didnt sleep well (who will sleep well during exam anyway..zzz)
3. My last paper still a week away....XD
4. I WANT WANNA STICK WITH MY BED!!!

wakaka..
Tuesday, 7 September 2010

Dream?

An Ambitious dream
for me, is about to have a peaceful life...
which can free from rumors, annoyance and etc



Why people has to change herself/himself in order to cope with other's dream?
is that really necessary??
Yea, I would support if it's a positive doing...
otherwise, just WAKE UP!!




I would say
Just BE YOU!!



okie, I know I'm little out of topic,
The God let me know You,You and You
mean there's link called fate between US
This is a wonderful dream for me...
AND I dont wish to wake up from that!!



Is that really because of some NOT-SO-MATTER's Matter
we going to break it?
I genuinely DONT hope so....



WHATEVER
Just as you like..
Wednesday, 25 August 2010

真的是道义的问题

亲爱的倩倩,
恭喜你看开了
那是对你自己的释放
因为不会苦了你自己

总之,
他们会知道,地球不是围着他们绕的

今天他们做过的事情,
将来他们也会遇回
风水轮流转嘛
还有萍萍也别太气哦~
因为天秤女只会放在心里暗自气



别把自己掐的太紧



Friday, 13 August 2010

只想说...

今天的情绪路线有点怪
连我自己都猜不透
真的好像有点累
我有点怕你,你知道吗?
我其实非常在意在别人眼中的自己

在我年少无知的时候,
我常缠着我老友,问他们对我的看法
我:你觉得我怎样?
老友们:你不错啊....blah blah blah
老友们:为什么呢?
我:因为我想知道在别人的眼中我是个怎样的人
我:我希望我能保持我的优点,改善我的缺点


而,如此的'访问'持续了一段时间
现在,我感觉我没那种勇气再去问

应该是因为我越感自卑了吧

头脑不如人
勇气不如人
脾气不如人
能力不如人
身材不如人
体贴不如人
霸气不如人
太多太多不如人的

我能做的,只是把'不如人'的慢慢改善,
虽然其中有些事无法完全改变的
希望我能做到
Wednesday, 4 August 2010

Masochism

睡到一半想到的

"当我给你机会,你不要
当你努力挽回,我不屑"


我大概是这种人吧,
够犯贱是吧!

但当别人真的放弃时
那时大概也是世界末日吧

夜深人静时就会想想想
然后怀念怀念怀念
好像以前的一切都是美好的
是真的这样吗?
还是我人在福中不知福

我还真的有想念我在双溪龙的日子
有归属感吧
在这,不会有这种感受吧
Tuesday, 3 August 2010

希望的不同

我有决心吗?
会有恒心吗?
够不够?
我可以做到吗?

如果我不是现在的我,
情况会不一样吗?
我相信,是会的!

我希望我能做到!
我一直梦寐以求的
不同

要让你们刮目相看!!
Saturday, 31 July 2010

You were meant to be....

"Stop the World,please"



Always

S
tress


S
cream


I
magine


G
oogle


N
o motivation


M
ore and more


E
xternal sources needed


N
eed to eat more than ordinary


T
otal out of ideas


S
ubmit on time aka Super SIEN!!
Friday, 30 July 2010

被狗咬了~

从ah ping aka 红发小可爱 那知道了 '森林' 有在做优惠,
男生染发 rm22-25
女生染发rm75-80
我就一直很兴致勃勃的想去啊
因为ah ping 超级上色的~我也想上上色~hehe

屁股痒痒的跟我亲爱的美母拗到了RM100
*CHING CHING*
超开心!!很快的,我就拖着我可爱的emoqueen 去被上色
.................

经过了3小时
..................



然而,晚餐时被人说是被狗咬的头发~
><
还有还有
颜色会显得我的脸黄黄de~!
aihaih
Monday, 21 June 2010

没有面子书的日子

我想,我与金宝的网络世界是八字不合,
为什么我搬到哪,那就不能上网呢?
真不解!!!

妈的,这次更严重!
居然跟我说我家的电话线断掉!!
我真是'操'!!

现在我每天睁开眼就会想,'我今天干什么好呢?'
说真的,这是一个学生在上学期间该问的问题吗?
我怀疑...

但无可奈何的,我想我会继续问下去直到我可以顺畅的上网为止!
现在我能暂时的逗留在网际网络里要谢谢我亲爱的ping及Hoder小姐
You made my day~❤❤
Friday, 28 May 2010

No.24 篇ஐ神保佑你们❤

最近我有二位朋友发生了车祸,
有一位还很严重,甚至受伤了
这个世界不负责任的司机太多了
有时就算自己再小心也都避不过
不过所幸的是,你们没重伤
神保佑你们!!

因为本人也发生蛮多次车祸的,所幸是不太严重的
最恐怖的一次就是车头盖飞上来砸了整片车镜
也让我有暂时的恐惧驾车症
每次坐回那位子时都会重复想象那时的情景

无论如何,你们现在还在存在在这恐怖又可爱的城市里
虽然很折磨,但是你们还是有爱
而为了爱我们的人活下去是我们继续在这世界奋斗的动力
大家加油!!
Tuesday, 11 May 2010

No.22 篇ஐLast Fight!!

Always dont have motivation to study the last sub in the exam....
because
My heart had flew away...

Flew
to Internet world (always I'm always 'IN' it)
Flew
to Heart to play
Flew
BACK to KL!!

OMG,I'm really have miss KL alot alot alot and alot nia...


Miss
the Breath I breathe
Miss
the Hug I always hug~
Miss
the Food - Home cooked dish and Kampar food is really Damn NO choice!!
Miss
the Peoples I'm always hanging around....U know who u are~ XD
Miss
the BED and Miss my Family and my Home!!!!!! (but if i dont have to be tha maid when i get back i will be happier...=.=)
BUT god damn it!!
Still hav the most boring sub to go E-commerce!!

Why cant my brain can record those things Electronically???
Then i'll not have to memorize it!!!
Time's up..

back to my black n white world!!
But hello to My
colourful world...We'll meet soon ya~~
Thursday, 29 April 2010

No.21 篇ஐ日夜颠倒

考试越来越近了,
我怕死了
被taxation搞到我头很大~!

最近我都早上睡,下午醒
很想去library请教诸位大师,
何奈,时间总是调不回来

我不管了!
无论如何我一定要调回来!!

虽然burger 很好吃,
但是,
希望我可以跟日夜颠倒说掰掰!!
ps:因为黑眼圈的状况也越来越严重了
Thursday, 22 April 2010

No.19篇ஐ你再继续啊!


从我的肚子开始绞痛开始,
原以为,它只是在打鼓,

情况好像不妙了,
这不是一种单纯的状况,
好像有整支乐队在我的航海母舰里开演唱会
7.29am
我立刻去解散乐队

何奈
今天他们很有兴致,
他们可能打算在我的航海母舰里,
演奏一整天吧!

我只知道,
痛痹了!!!

Thursday, 8 April 2010

No.14篇ஐ - Madefucker!!

Go fuck urselves!
U can fully ignore me,
I Dont care a shit!
If u're so capable...i dont mind being a soul member~
Wednesday, 7 April 2010

No.13篇ஐ ◤失败◢

失敗 - 融入失敗
失敗 - 溝通失敗
失敗 - 習慣失敗
失敗 - 做人失敗

失敗乃是成功之母,我還爺爺吶!!

失敗就是失敗,吸取教訓,
最近的我,融入人群- 失敗
已經是被忽略了,
但奇怪的是,我已經麻木了,第一次,我覺得我是可以被忽略的,
還不錯,就心好像也不會感到‘太’難受了
可能因為,我也不在乎吧,
沒關係,痛苦的時間是會過去的,
我期待‘光明’的未來~!

因為我相信還有彩虹等著我~

                    ◤笑面彩虹◢
 

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